It’s raining apple blossoms

So today I  had a good day I guess, I had to make a formal police report against my ex husband yesterday. He keeps harassing me, and he’s made threats before including yesterday when he said ” he’s lucky I haven’t beat his ass yet” talking about George. Of course George isn’t scared of him but it is very annoying to deal with this once or more a week. I try to be his friend but he always stabs me in the back, so I just do whats right for me and if he gets screwed in the process… well karma is a bitch. Why do I always have to be the nice one? Just because I think my kids would be better off with me most of the time doesn’t make me a bad mother, it supposed to make me a good one. Some people don’t understand. The only person that does understand is the judge.

Anyway, on to my title George and I seem to have made some real headway the other night when we talked, he realized how to change things that he has control of. And not blame me for those things. And I realized That I amVery important and I deserve the best. That’s all I am going to say with out going into to much detail about my life with George. We took the kids to the pumpkin patch on Sunday it was fun, except that we couldn’t go on rides I guess they were cleaning them or something cause we couldn’t buy tickets. We all got pumpkins I carved them while George and the girls watched. Nice I know.

I did not go to work today my back is very messed up I am afraid that my doc will put me on modified duty again, I don’t want to do that, It’s lame and I hate it… Both of my girls are doing good very smart and healthy.

George and I made new toons on E.Q. last night but I couldn’t play too long so maybe this weekend we can veg out I have sat and sun off so at least one day we can play together, I don’t have alot to say about it except it’s fun, but when I log out I forget about til I log in again I don’t usually write posts about it. It’s alot of fun like I said.

Anyway this blog is like therapy, it helps me to say the things I am thinking all day, so thanks for reading.

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