my mind and how it works

To clear things up I did no mean it was hard to go from one man to another like I don’t like it, it’s just funny how you have to adjust to the way they like things.  Anyway I also want to make it very clear that I am probably going to sound like a bitch most of  the time, my methods of speaking, typing or just explaining the things that are going on inside my head,  they are a little rough around the edges. I have a lot to learn when it comes to saying things so that others can understand…. ha ha just like momma used to do… I am such a dork! And I also want to say thank you to George who has taught me a lot, like how to entertain my self in other ways which are very fun. Bloging is one and E. Q. another. I like other things like crafts but money is tight so…. I go with what I have.  Thanks baby, you rock. I hope that we will make it through like we always do. For those of you who are not George pay no mind to that, I think this is the only time we have with each other, him reading my post. Today at work was good as always I am very proud of my self I do this job very well. I take care of seniors and they seem to like me for the most part. I am thinking of putting in for the supervisor position coming up. we’ll see if I can get it. I hope to solve or change some of the problems that ave been plagueing my mind lately this has been the hardest three months of my life. But things are looking up, I hope that bomb at the end of the rainbow doesn’t go off like it has so many times. Just once I want everything to be  in harmony.

I am just rambling, but I guess you get up your typing skill and bloging at the same time.

My puppy is a pain in my ass, I did the rolled up news paper thing like my guy told me to, it worked. He ran to his cage and went to sleep I  didn’t even have to shut the door, he stayed in there!!! How exciting I thought! but it’s probably a matter of time before he decides to just ignore my newspaper threats. I hate to be so pessimistic, but I can literally predict life as far as when one thing goes good the other thing you spent months or even years crumbles into the sea. One thing I can say is that I love you George. I can say that all day and night and mean it, never gets old. So yeah have a good night I guess that’s all. have a wonderful night/day whatever…..